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Out Of Order by IZRA
Out Of Order
Hi everybody. so I've gone in a bit of a vacation. where did i go? well, a couple of trips to doctors office , and new tour of the ER, and a relaxing revisit to my insides with another endoscopy. sounds fun right? 

yeah it wasn't fun... much like last time

im sick and tired of...well, being sick and tired

for the past 5 weeks i've been on a roller coaster of health . i got worst , i got better i got worst, etc. it got to the point where i ended up in the Emergency Room, chocking on my own spit for 6 hours. terrible experience all around. after an endoscopy and seen several doctors it was determine i got a throat fungus, on top of some gastric issues. BUT WAIT? THERE'S MORE! the fungus might have been the result of something else that cause my gastric issues so i also had a ton x rays test carry out on me to see if i had some mechanical issue on my throat. the test failed so they had to run it again, only for it to comeback totally normal. in essence i know as much now as i knew at the beginning. 

the outcome of those issues was me not eating almost nothing solid for some weeks and ended up losing around 25lbs, it was a good day if i could finish a bowl of soup. it got so bad i was even dreaming of eating tacos. this lack of eating has left me very weak and mostly in bed to the point of having some bed sores.... on the plus side, i just lost 25lbs. 

the fungus issues are now in control with medication, however , my recovery seems to be taking longer than i would wish. my spirits , well, they are all over the place. on one hand im very fortunate to have people around that are wiling to take care of me, but on the other, i feel really guilty for being their reason of worry. its quite a spot where i stand mentally. there's very little i can do to get better so i try not to despair meanwhile. so many things i need to do too. i try to think of my issues one at a time, otherwise i invite anxiety back in.

as it stands right now, just saw a new specialist and seems like i will require a CAT scan

so that's my update. i will get better. i will get through this. but when will i be 100% back? of that i am not sure

till then: have a nice day


Side note: funny how at the strangest moments, the right song comes in the playlist to describe your feelings/situation. this is mine

youtu.be/ikjwby0AVvI
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Hello every one. i don't know if you heard of this site called Patreon (www.patreon.com/ ) but the gist of it is: its like a kickstarter for artists. you give out money to an artist so they can continue to create work. its like a donation but its better because depending on the amount you donate you get some perks in return.

and this why I'm doing this journal. i planning of submitting in for my webcomic makeitstoopid.com , and it would be awesome if this became my full time job honestly, but also because i plan to start up another comic soon and it would enable me to be more consistent . so i'm asking for some input on the current reward perks i' ve been considering. here they are.

at the $1 pledge level

Access to the Patreon only fee
Early access to pin ups
Access to Patreon exclusive streams

at the $5 level, all of the above plus:

Voting on pin ups : get to choose which characters i draw (may be NSFW)
Tips and tutorials : ranging from art to software and hardware
Access to Exclusive contests

at the $10 level, all of the above plus:

Acces to PDS files of sketches and concepts
Advance images of upcoming comics and art
Hands on Art advice: i will doodle over your drawings


let me know what you think and if you have any suggestions for perks let me know and ill take them into consideration.


cheers

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IZRA
Izra
Artist | Professional | Digital Art
United States
Current Residence: *sings* somewhere over the border...
Favourite genre of music: everything but country.....and even some country is good
Favourite photographer: the guy that works for playboy
Favourite style of art: the sexy kind
Operating System: i use a knife and a spoon
Shell of choice: the ones with a ghost in them
Skin of choice: hey....thats a racist question
Favourite cartoon character: Haruko (FLCL)
Personal Quote: it all makes perfect "spidey sense"
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:iconthemyopicprophet:
TheMyopicProphet Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2015  Professional Digital Artist
I too make comics and sexy time commissions. And now I am your fan:)
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MensjeDeZeemeermin Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2015
You do utterly superb work.  I greatly enjoyed a long, slow look through your wonderful gallery.  I am amazed at the scope of your art.
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kinGabe Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2014  Student Artist
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IZRA Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
thanks :D
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jamesgunner123 Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2014
...a very happy birthday to you sir...=3
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IZRA Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
thank you :D
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kitsunema Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2014
happy birthday
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BatboyEXE Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2014
Happy Birthday! :) :cake: :party:
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the-kid36 Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2014  Hobbyist
Happy Birthday :D
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Gtapia91 Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2014
Happy Birthday. Have your cake and eat it too 
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